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Check-up~
05.09.04 (6:16 am)   [edit]
I went to General Hospital for check-up and X-ray as well with my mum. The doctor said that I am fine and the bone did not fratured. He gave me 2days MC so as to prevent me from sweeping the floor or carry heavy stuffs. Haha...

After that we went to eat dinner as a family with my grandma, my cousin, his mum and my uncle. I ate a lot of vegetables and one piece of fish meat only without rice. Haha... trying to control my diet now though I have already slimed down a lot. I just do not wish to gorw fat again.

Tomorrow gonna go for my attachment. I was wondering what if my boss asked me to do some tough job? Hmm, wish to slack at home instead of working now. I felt that I have not enough rest at all. I have to travel all the way down to there somemore... $420 only for a month and yet I have to work on saturday. I think I gonna appeal for higher salary coz' first, the expenses there very cosy, second is the route to travel from woodlands to there is too far. Urgh... $420... can do what? spend on all stuffs at the travelling and dining expenses already... My bank need to top-up money somemore leh... Lolx~

I gonna bring two pieces of bread with blackberry jam and perhaps one pear. Heehee... yummy... though light lunch but taste very good already... So for those who have attachment, good luck and Ganbatte~ ;)
 
I hurt my back... sob sob~
05.08.04 (10:32 pm)   [edit]
Yesterday I went to have my breakfast with baoxin right after we wake up. I actually wanna to have light breakfast at foodcourt but baoxin wanna to eat at fastfood restaurant coz' it was too hot that time. So I accompany her. Hee~ Later on we went to NTUC to buy BBQ stuffs.

When I reached home, I went to prepare the salad. Due to my first time preparing this salad, I'm not too sure about the quantity. So it was too much quantity in the end. My secondary school friends came to my house and we set off together. Luckily I have them around, else I don't think I can able to carry up those stuffs. Plus one radio somemore... -_-''' They took taxi to my other friend's chalet so they can drop me at CCK Mrt to meet baoxin. Well, she was late... lolx... Later on we went to buy ProActive package for my mum coz' I told her baoxin's skin getting better while using those products. She asked me to help her to buy so might as well I buy for her as mother's day gift. Hee~ I went to buy my long-wanted CD (Honey soundtrack) which played Hip-hop music. Yeah, I love to dance... Hmm... spend too much already still buy this. I will save money of coz' starting from this week.

During the BBQ, it was so much fun. The only sad thing was I hurt my back. As I said, I wanna try roller blade. Yes, I did try it but I wore the roller blade shoes while I at around pit 30. I have to blade all the way to pit 43. Yet, I'm still a beginner man... I try to blade step by step. I fell down while I was trying to blade over the road that has the black strike on the yellow line. But it wasn't a bad hurt coz' I fell from front. Since I cannot able to cross over as it will make me move backwards, I walk on the grass. When I ready to set off, I fell down again. Gosh, this time is different, I fell down from backwards. Yeah, you can imagine how loud the sound and how badly I have hurt myself was. I was totally cannot able to get up and rest on the floor for a while. There was nobody coz' two of my girlfriends went to cycle off. Two of my boyfriends went to buy some stuff. I was totally felt so helpless that time with my butt hurting. I tried to get up slowly and stand a while to call for help. I called Melvin and Yankai but no one picking up the phone. Sigh... so I blade again slowly though I still feel the pain of effect on my back/butt.

Later on I saw Jinnah and Simon cycling with one bicycle. I told them I have hurt my back and making noise at them with those crying sound. Haha... About few minutes later on when I saw them both with two bicycles, Jinnah offered to take me to pit 43 while I am still at pit 35. Lolx... I hold on Jinnah's seat and set off. About few minutes later, I suddenly felt that my legs gonna splitting... Haha... I asked Jinnah to stop immediately and when the moment he stopped, my roller blade shoes moved my body to frontward. I tried to stop it by pulling Jinnah's bicycle and ended up my fingers scratched. Later on he offered his hands for me to pull. But his hands ended very tired. Haha… Finally, I reached pit 43!!! My back still pain…

About few hours later, we went to play Twisters. Hee… It was fun to see them clinging around each other. I did join the fun but only play one round only coz’ my back cannot hold for too long. After that, we went to sing happy birthday song to KunLiang as it was his birthday yesterday. Alex trying to open the wine without realizing my radio was in front of him. When the pop sound heard from the wine, the wine bloated out and my radio… lolx… The situation that time was damn funny. Alex was very shocked and some of them lifted up my radio upside down immediately. I wasn’t angry at all coz’ the radio is actually quite old and lousy already. The CD player was not working at all. It was belonged to my second sister actually and I’m not too sure how to explain to her. Well… hopefully I can work part-time during school term start so as to buy a new radio. Sigh… While Jinnah and the guys going to toilet, I went to take three water bombs and throw at Jinnah. Wahaha… He was totally stunted and left with no choice to go toilet first. I knew he’s gonna deal me later on so I might as well ran away first and took taxi to my friends’ chalet. Haha…

On my half way to Pasir Ris Chalet, I realized that I left Baoxin alone. I promised her to stay back together. Shit… I went to call her immediately and asked her to take taxi to Pasir Ris Chalet instead to join me. But she did not want. Sorry baoxin… Terribly Sorry… Sigh… When I reached the chalet, I went to eat the leftover salad that I have made. I finished up all the green apples. Haha… Later on I went to bath. I took a long time during my shower coz’ my movement was kinda of slow due to my back pain. Lolx… Later I went to sleep beside Sidney. Hmm… my first time sleep with him. Lolx… Kinda of shy but heck care coz’ my back is hurting. Kenny, my god brother was very kind to me and he takes care of me well. When I need what, he will help me to take. Haha, back pain got advantages uh? Nah… I rather not having my back pain coz’ on this coming Monday I still got attachment… Gosh… Am I gonna walk like a pregnant lady then? Urgh… *Pray hard I will get well soon*

Sidney had a sweet mouth and keeps praising me. Lolx… I knew that he was kidding so I asked him to shut his mouth up. While sleeping, I can hurt his and Kenny snoring… Coz’ I slept in the middle of them. Sidney and I slept on the bed while Kenny slept on the floor. I cannot sleep on the floor coz’ of my back. Lolx~ Got benefits right? I don’t have to sleep on the cold hard floor. Heehee~ I woke up at 8am and went to blow out my nose watery and in the end woke up a lot of people. Haha… Later on I went to sleep again but was on the top bed instead of bottom bed. About few hours later I woke up and packed my bag and went off coz’ the chalet duration was time-up. Christina gave me a free lift as I’m staying nearby her. I told her that I will pay her next time coz’ I have spent my rest of the money on cab fare yesterday while traveling to her chalet. She asked me not to return coz’ it was just a walk pass road so can give a free lift. Thanks to her and I can no need to spend money. Hee~ I reached home and rest on the sofa. Sigh, the back is like pain when you sit or stand up. Climb the stair or run also got a bit pain. Wondering during attachment will they asked me to do things fast by running or what. Well, even they did, I will also obey them and bear with the pain. You guys should know me well, I want the result to be the best. Lolx… ;)

Gonna stop now, my mum helping me to massage my back. I wondering how am I gonna tell her my back pain coz’ of roller blade. Erm… back pain coz’ of cycling? Lolx… See what I wanna say then say ba… Happy Mother’s Day!!! (^_^)v
 
So tiring...
05.07.04 (1:29 pm)   [edit]
I brought a lot of cucumber, fruits. carrots, pineapple and so on to make the Azar and 'Guo Dong'. I hurt myself while making the carrot into small long using a board. I forgot exactly how to say that word le... Haha... Quite pain but heck care lah... I must put plaster already... The result is nice... Heehee... After that I went to make chocolate muffins but the top and bottom kinda of hard coz' I bake for too long... Haha... think becoz' of the color and I cannot able to differciate whether it's cooked or not sometimes... Well, I was busy doing the durian small cup cakes and that is why I didn't realized that I have overcook the chocolate muffins... Haha...

Baoxin came over my house and try the durian small cup cakes only... She said the filling too less... Hmm... If put more hor, then not good. Coz' it is only small cup cake lah... =p I ate also think quite nice but too sweet. I have put less 40g sugar already still so sweet. I think becoz' the durians too sweet already. Lolx... After that I let Baoxin waiting for me while I was doing my make-up... =x

I had my right ear pierced already... Pain leh... A few times I wish to give up but think I should bear with the pain a few days or weeks and see how. I do not dare to let my parents know about it... Lolx... they will start to nag about my ear nerves... Phew... I should have do this after my attachment to create a good impression but too late... Haha...

After that I went to clubbing with baoxin, kailin, jacob and his friends. We went to centro. I meet Claris and KangNi after that. It was quite fun but the music really don't suit me. Luckily Vic did not join us. Haha, I guess that he won't like this kind of music anyway. I just prefer Chinablack and Zouk. Some clubbing that's played Retro and Hip-hop kinda of. I like Hip-hop the most... Wahaha...

Gonna try on roller-blade tml for sure... This is also what I always wanted to do... But ended up never do. Lolx... I was wondering how come this time what I wanna do I will confirm do in the end... Like pierce ear, dance like crazy, wear sexy clothes and so on... Hmm... Lolx... I think I just wanna have a lot of fun...

I got to prepare salad tml as well... So tiring now... Baoxin is behind me sitting on the sofa reading the magazine... Gonna sleep with her later on in another room... Haha... so sweet hor... *Vomiting* I usually sleep with facing right side but not this time... So I confirm facing baoxin's side coz' of my ear... Urgh... *Pray that I'm still okie with this piercing* PRAY~~~
 
Early in the morning...
05.06.04 (6:57 pm)   [edit]
I woke up so early today... Yet I slept at 1 plus midnight yesterday. My eyes feeling so sleepy but think I shouldn't go back to sleep again coz' I need to buy some stuffs for my class bbq on saturday. Yeah, I will be doing salad and aJar.

I actually doing dessert as well but melvin cancelled it. I will be still doing it but is for my family then. I got two packets for the dessert and do not wish to waste it. Haha... Only Baoxin will have the chance to taste it coz' she coming to my house today. Perhaps, I will be doing some chocolate muffins and durian small cup cakes since my house got durians only if I can afford this time to do so as not to crash with my clubbing time tonight. Lolx...

Baoxin, u got to grow fat le... Wahaha~ Yawn... Actually think of yesterday, I really spend a lot... Hmm... sort of regret? Well, I love those clothes but I'm scared of growing fat again and those money will be wasted. I think I gonna control my diet now... *Seriously speaking* Sigh... I still got lots of dining places not try yet with baoxin and yanting...

Nowadays getting closer with baoxin, yanting, ailing and Daphne le... Heehee... Though seldom going out with Ailing, both of us always chat in msn. Keke... Attachment coming closer... this coming monday... My elder sister scold me yesterday for buying so much clothes... Haha, she never knew I actually hide some clothes on my cupboard... Lolx... Levis jean, so expensive and of coz' I won't let her know it... else she might ask my dad to deduct my allowance. Yeah, the more I shoud control my diet coz' of that levis jean... else I have to give to people if I cannot wear it anymore... No!!! My heart will be ached for sure... *Pray*

My elder sister said that what if my company wanna me to wear super formal? Then the clothes I brought will be useless... Hmm... quite make sense. But I only brought one skirt for formal only... Lolx... the rest is casual wearing... Well, think I should stop buying pinky clothes.... I got lots of pink color top already... Haha, though I like pink, I don't have to buy so much pink top still... I like baby blue too... but blue top doesn't match me. Only white, pink, peach and black color that match me. But I like white and pink the most. Heehee...

So sleepy... got to go supermarket now... shOo~ :wink:
 
Spend a lot today~
05.06.04 (9:57 am)   [edit]
Today I went shopping with Yanting and Baoxin. Well, I brought damn lot of clothes which total cost not more than $400. Urgh... I'm not that rich and yet I can buy so much things... Levis Jean fault... Lolx... $149.90 sia... Bu t I like it very much. Tomorrow I can wear it to go clubbing with baoxin and my other buddies and their friends as well.

I brought one sweet dress for my second sister's wedding morning. I think can match with my white boots and should be nice... Heehee... I think I gonna save money from today onwards and also, I gonna try to get some money from my family up and down... Meaning? My mum, dad, and my two sisters... Wahaha... So that my bank won't feel so empty. Eh... not empty yet of coz', but the digit not that nice. Haha...

Sigh... who gonna introduce a rich guy to me to sponsor me? Haha... I gonna work hard and maybe I will go work as part-time after my attachment. Though I wish that a guy would sponsor my expenses, I still wanna be an independent woman. Man and woman are equal. :P

I gonna stop now, feel so sleepy already... Good night people... *My money gone, yet my cupboard full* Lolx~ Target: SAVE MONEY!!!
 
SA tough, ECAD okie lor...
05.04.04 (8:01 am)   [edit]
Yesterday paper was so tough and really makes me feeling disappointed and don't think I can get an A for this module. Sigh... If I can able to get a B, then I will be happy.

Today ECAD paper was quite easy as basically need common sense to write it down. I think I have write a lot of rubbish in the paper. Haha... I realised that I have leave a page blank. Lolx, so I striked it off. Compared to last year paper, this year paper are far better off as not much theory need to be written down. Hopefully I can score an A, erm... I better don't put too much hopes. B+ will do... (^_^)v

This coming thursday is my last paper. Hurray... I gonna go shopping with my poly friends. Haha... Got Daphne, Baoxin, Yanting and Shuting. Hmm... gonna spend money on clothes again... I wanna buy Panasonic X66... think on that day I will buy that hp as well, if possible... But before going to shopping, I gonna go find my CSP teacher to ask why I score only a B+ for my assignment since I have already work so hard and check a lot of times and no errors are found. Well, hopefully he can give me a good explanation or raise my grade to A. Pray hard... :roll:

Yesterday I received a message in my friendster. Yeah, my ex-bf again... is he trying to sing a song? Lolx... well, I do not understand... thought he already got himself a girlfriend and why he still sending me this disgusting message? I hope he do forget me completely in order to treat his current girlfriend fairly.

I think I gonna change site again... this time I won't use TBlog... I will create a website which I used to do it in the past... I keep on slacking without realising this wish of mine. Lolx... Hopefully I have some free times to design my website... Not geocities of coz... that's really sucks... =x

Gonna study a few first chapter of ISDT before I go to rest... Three days sleep without more than 4hrs... Phew... think the first few ISDT chapters not that useful... Hmm... ShOo~
 
A funny quiz again~ (^_^)v
05.01.04 (11:12 pm)   [edit]
Just found out this quiz in a foreigner bloggie... try it~





Green



You are a very calm and contemplative person. Others are drawn to your peaceful, nurturing nature.




Find out your color at Quiz Me!



 
Boring Sunday...
05.01.04 (10:58 pm)   [edit]
I actually wanna to blgo yesterday but Tblog seems encountered some problems of going to whoever tblog users' bloggie. Phew... Well, what I wanna blog leh? It's all about exams stuffs anyway... So boring, need to memories all kinds of theory... System Analysis... so boring...

Today is a boring sunday... Jacob also feel that too... Sigh... My stomach cramp somemore due to my Auntie Visit... haha... It's make me so tiring and sleepy... I study till I fell asleep on my study table!!! Urgh... I have to work hard man....

Daphne got an annoymous people who named as 'fh' write on her blog and making troubles... Kaoz... that guy really no common sense is it? That is her blog and she can write whatever she like no matter how terrible or how nice english she used right? That guy really damn bloody asshole childish man... Phew~~~

Gonna stop now... need to go study again... Sianz...
 
Right hand so pain...
04.29.04 (8:51 pm)   [edit]
Yesterday I had my CSP paper. It was tougher than last year paper. Well, I think I have lost quite a lot of marks due to my blurness… It’s over anyway, don’t wish to talk about it. My right hand already damn pain due to my ‘keep on’ practicing and memorizing. That is why when I reached home, I do not wish to touch on anything that needed to be written down as my hand seems cannot take it le… First time experience that wor… too hardworking le… Haha…

After CSP paper, I went to causeway point and meet Jacob. We went to see handphone shop and I told him I wanna to change to new number so might as well can buy a new handphone as well. Heehee… Panasonic X66? Nice hor… I gonna buy this handphone sooner or later. =p I thought of waiting Panasonic A100, a new series. It is not a flip phone but a small cutie phone. Well, wait when it’s come out then say ba… If I really like it, I will wait the price to drop first and buy without signing up any line. Opoos, think my habit come again… keep changing handphone… Wahaha… But I won’t trade in my Samsung S300 coz’ that is my favorite handphone… =)

After that we went to foodcourt and eat laksa. It was very delicious but making my gastric really hot and pain. Phew~ I push a lot of noodles to Jacob’s bowl. Haha… It was still raining so I drag him to shop with me. I brought one set of formal clothes. It was nice but I got no butt leh… It’s seems like my butt that side the pant is very loose. Urgh… I got no butt meh!!! Lolx… Jacob also said that my top become smaller le… (Yeah, he is my best buddy) Sigh… gonna drink more milk uh? Haha… As we heading to interchange to take bus, my second sister called me up for dinner and see handphones. Lolx, so I went to causeway point again to wait for her. Suddenly my elder sister also wanna join us. So I cannot able to buy handphone that time. I don’t wish to let her know I’m buying new handphone coz’ she will nag me for sure. I rather buy liao then let her nag but it’s too late. Haha… We went to foodcourt and I eat again. =x I went to eat ‘Liang Doufu’. Okie lah, healthy mah… I choose a lot of doufu and vegetables… Heehee.

After that I went to buy optical mouse as my previous optical mouse spoilt le… My elder sister agreed to pay for me… Haha, I can save this money. Then she went to buy a USB keyboard as she don’t like to use my old notebook keyboard. Later on she went to Charles and Keith to buy slipper. She asked me whether I want to buy or not since that white slipper she wear till dirty. I said no need but she’s like, persuading me to buy so I said okay. Well, she paid for it again. Sigh, when can I get to work so I can pay for her something also?

When I reached home, I went to try my formal clothes. My size sort of small but my head still that big sia… Urgh… My butt also small… My elder sister keep on teasing me. Baka ne… Before I sleep, I went to drink a cup of Anlene milk. My doctor said that the medicine I ate is actually will eat my bones, meaning my bones will become weaker. So I have to drink milk regularly to build up calcium. No wonder I found my bones will suddenly pain. Now even my stomach’s bones there kinda of pain… sigh… I think my low blood pressure come back again… When I sit down and stand up, I will feel kinda of dizzy. Why I can’t have low sugar content? Lolx… if got choice, I rather choose to be healthy of coz’.

I got a dream yesterday. It was kinda of stress dream. I somehow cannot able to decribe this dream but what I know is I have to finish it all at once... It makes me woke up and think... Sigh... a few times I had this dream before... Urgh...

Got to stop now anyway. I have to study my E-commerce. Wish me good luck. :)
 
Hmm...
04.28.04 (5:23 pm)   [edit]
Well, my ex-bf knew my new blog already... Hopefully he don't make troubles here coz' neither I made trouble in his two new blogs... Lolx...

Yesterday he msg me a lot of internet sms. He said thanks to me for leaving his life and so on... He's enjoying his life now and so on... Hmm... sort of childish hor? Haha... But glad that he has already get over this relationship. He did give me a lot of good memories anyway. Thanks to him too. Oh ya, welcome to him too... Lolx... I sort of feeling a bit du lan when he msg me at this time... I having exam leh... Phew, make me feeling distracted sia... Kekeke...

Somehow I felt that why guys are so bad leh... can so fast get himself a new girlfriend uh? Hmm, so seems like this relationship I'm not totally cruel liao... Lolx... Coz' I am still single! Heehee... He said that he got lot of suitors now over the internet sms. Good for him lor... Wahaha... Though I don't have suitors now, I enjoying my life with those batch of pig friends dog friends... Opoos... Yeah, I referring to those batch of poly friends. I also have buddies who keep me accompany especially Kailin. (^_^)v

Guys, don't worry about me, I'm okay for sure. Just wish to get over this examinations as soon as possible so that I can have lots of things to settle and bother and busy with. Wahaha, bbq, chalet, attachment, camping (4days 3night), second sister's wedding dinner, clubbing and so on man... Heehee~

Anyway, it's exam time, it's exam time. Gonna memories the csp stuffs le... ShOo~~~ :wink:
 
Your name begin with...?
04.28.04 (12:02 am)   [edit]
[b]Does your name begin with: A[/b]
U are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action.You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get.You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure, and subtly enticing. You are an up-front person. You often don't get hints & you ever pass any. Brains turn you on. You must feel that your partner is! intellectually stimulating, otherwise you will find it difficult to sustain the relationship. You require loving, cuddling, wining, and dining to know that you're being appreciated. Your mate's physical attractiveness is important for you. You tend to be very Practical, & not very emotional Your choices are very good & can only lead to trouble. You are very self satisfied & egoistic.
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[b]Does your name begin with: B[/b]
You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very happy to receive gifts as an expression of the affection of your lover. You want to be pampered and know how to pamper your mate. You are private in your expression of endearments, and particular when it comes to love. You will hold off until everything meets with your approval. You can control your appetite & feelings. You require new sensations and experiences. You are willing to experiment.
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[b]Does your name begin with: C[/b]
You are a very social individual, and it is important to you to have a relationship. You require closeness and togetherness. You want the object of your affection to be socially acceptable and good-looking. You see your lover as a friend and companion. You are very sensual, Needing someone to appreciate and almost worship you. When this cannot be achieved, you have the ability to hold out on affection until you receive this... You are an expert at controlling your desires and doing without.
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[b]Does your name begin with: D[/b]
Once you get it into your head that you want someone, you move full Steam ahead in your suit. You do not give up your quest easily. You are nurturing and caring. If someone has a problem, this turns you on. You are highly passionate, loyal, and intense in your involvement's, sometimes possessive and jealous. You are very sharp & talented often with sense of humour. When people bother to look deep inside they cannot resist what they see. You are stimulated by the eccentric and unusual, having a free and open attitude. You get jealous of other people and lose your temper .
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[b]Does your name begin with: E[/b]
Your greatest need is to talk. If your date is not a good listener, you have trouble relating. A person must be intellectually stimulating or you are not interested sexually. You need a friend for a lover and a companion You hate disharmony and disruption, but you do enjoy a good argument once in a while-it seems to stir things up. You flirt a lot, for the challenge is more important. But once you give your heart away, you are uncompromisingly loyal. You will fall asleep with a good book. sometimes, in fact, you prefer a good book to a lover)
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[b]Does your name begin with: F[/b]You are idealistic and romantic, putting your lover on a pedestal. You look for the very best mate you can find. You are a flirt, yet once committed, you are very loyal. You are sensuous and privately passionate. Publicly, you can be showy, extravagant, and gallant. You are a born romantic. Dramatic love scenes are a favourite fantasy past time. You can be a very generous lover.
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[b]Does your name begin with: G[/b]
You are fastidious, seeking perfection within yourself and your lover. You respond to a lover who is your intellectual equal or superior, and one who can enhance your status. You are sensuous and know how to reach the peak of stimulation, because you work at it meticulously. You can be extremely active-never tiring out. Your duties and responsibilities take precedence over everything else. You may have difficulty getting emotionally close to people.
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[b]Does your name begin with: H[/b]
You seek a mate who can enhance your zest for life ,fun & everything You seek for. You will be very generous to your lover once you have Attained a commitment. You are very affectionate & very strong. Your gifts are actually an investment in your partner. Before the commitment, though, you tend to be very careful with your every move and equally cautious in your involvement's often as you believe that you have to look out for yourself. You are a sensual and patient lover. You will hold off till everything meets your full approval. You are a perfectionist, hard to satisfy and strong in your beliefs. Not influential, you always stand your ground. People can always count on you to stand by them in a crisis. You are a dreamer with/ a passion for life.
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[b]Does your name begin with: I[/b]
You have a great need to be loved, appreciated... even worshiped. You enjoy luxury, sensuality, and pleasures of the flesh. You like necking spend hours just touching feeling & exploring. You look for lovers who know what they are doing. You are not interested in an amateur, unless that amateur wants a tutor. You are fussy and exacting about having your desires satisfied. You are willing to experiment and try new modes of expression. You bore easily and thus require adventure and change. Your commitments don't last very long & you often tend to stray. Loyalty is not one of your strong points. You are more sensual than sexual, but you are sometimes downright lustful.
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[b]Does your name begin with: J[/b]
You are blessed with a great deal of physical energy. When used for a good cause there is nothing to stop you, except maybe that they aren't always used for the good. (you could dance all night.) You respond to the thrill of the chase and the challenge of the mating game. You can carry on great romances in your head. At heart you are a roamer and need to set out on your own every so often. You will carry on long- distance relationships with ease. You are idealistic and need to believe in love. You have a need to be nurtured deep within.
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[b]Does your name begin with: K[/b]You are secretive, self-contained, and shy. You are very sexy, sensual, and passionate, but you do not let on to this. Only in intimate privacy will this part of your nature reveal itself. When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert. You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play any role or any game, and take your love life very seriously. You don't fool around. You have the patience to wait for the right person to come along. You are very generous & giving, often selfless. You are kind-natured & sweet, which is found to be attractive by many. You are a good friend.
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[b]Does your name begin with: L[/b]
You can be very romantic, attached to the glamour of love. Having a partner is of paramount importance to you. You are free in your expression of love and are willing to take chances, try new sexual experiences and partners, provided it's all in good taste. Brains turn you on. You must feel that your partner is intellectually stimulating, otherwise you will find it difficult to sustain the relationship. You require loving, cuddling, wining, and dining to know that you're being appreciated. "You require loving, cuddling, wining, and dining to know that you're being appreciated ".
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[b]Does your name begin with: M[/b]
You may appear innocent, unassuming and shy; but we know that Appearances can lie. When it comes to sex, you are no novice but something of a skilled technician. You can easily go to extremes, though, running the gamut from insatiability to boredom with the whole idea of love. You can be highly critical of you mate, seeking perfection in both of you. It is not easy to find someone who can meet your standards. You have difficulty expressing emotions and drawing close to lovers. You are often selfish, thinking you are always right no matter what. You never give in. Winning is your prime desire- at any cost. You often forget friends and family and you live for the moment.
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[b]Does your name begin with: N[/b]
You are emotional and intense. When involved in a relationship, you throw your entire being into it. Nothing stops you; there are no holds barred. You are all-consuming and crave someone who is equally passionate and intense. You believe in total freedom. You are willing to try anything and everything. Your supply of energy is inexhaustible. You want to be pampered and know how to pamper your mate. You also enjoy mothering your mate. You often have the greatest love affairs all by yourself, in your head. You are very imaginative.
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[b]Does your name begin with: O[/b]
You are very interested in fun activities yet secretive and shy about your desires. You can re-channel much of your energy into making money and/or seeking we. You can easily have extended periods of celibacy. You are a passionate, compassionate lover, requiring the same qualities from your mate. Love is serious business; thus you demand intensity, diversity and is willing to try anything or anyone. Sometimes your passions turn to possessiveness, which must be kept in check.
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[b]Does your name begin with: P[/b]
You are very conscious of social proprieties. You wouldn't think of doing anything that might harm your image or Reputation. Appearances count. Therefore, you require a good-looking partner. You also require an intelligent partner. Oddly enough, you may view your partner as your enemy...a good fight stimulates those vibes. You are relatively free of hang- ups. You are willing to experiment and try new ways of doing things. You are very social and sensual; you enjoy flirting and need a good deal of physical gratification.
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[b]Does your name begin with: Q[/b]
You require constant activity and stimulation. You have tremendous physical energy. It is not easy for a partner to keep up with you. You are an enthusiastic lover and tend to be attracted to people because of their ethnic groups. You need romance, hearts and flowers, and conversation to turn you on and keep you going.
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[b]Does your name begin with: R[/b]
You are a no-nonsense, action-oriented individual. You need someone who can keep pace with you and who is your intellectual equal-the smarter the better. You are turned on more quickly by a great mind than by a great body. However, physical attractiveness is not very important to you. You have to be proved to be worthy for a partner. You have a need to prove yourself the best. You want feedback on your performance. You are open, stimulating & romantic.
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[b]Does your name begin with: S[/b]
For you, it is pleasure before business. You can be romantically idealistic to a fault and is capable of much sensuality. But you never loose control of your emotions. Once you make the commitment you stick like glue. You could get jealous and possessive. You tend to be very selfish often regarding yourself as the only human being on the planet. You like being the centre of attention. You are very caring sensitive, private & sometimes very passive. Turned on by soft lights, romantic thoughts. When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert. You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play any role, or any game, and take your love life very seriously. You don't fool around. You have the patience to wait for the right person to come along. You are very generous & giving, often selfless. You are kind nature & sweet which is found to be attractive by many. You are a good friend.
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[b]Does your name begin with: T[/b]
You are very sensitive, private & sometimes very passive. You like someone who takes the lead. You get turned on by music, soft lights & romantic thoughts. You fantasize & tend to fall in & out of love soon. When in love you are romantic, idealistic, mushy & extremely. You enjoy having your senses & your feelings stimulated, titillated & teased. You are a great flirt. You can make your relationships fit your dreams, all in your own head. Once you put your mind to something you manage to stand by it and see your dreams through. You aren't very good at expressing your feelings. You like things your own way. You do not like change, you like to hold on to things. This may not always be good because if given an opportunity things may develop into great things. You work your way to the top. Attention must be given to what others say because even though you don't want to hear it their advice may turn out to save your life.
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[b]Does your name begin with: U[/b]
You are enthusiastic & at your happiest when in love. When not in love you're in love with love and always looking for someone to adore. You see romance as challenge. You are a roamer & needs adventure, excitement freedom. You enjoy giving gifts & looking good. You are willing to put others feelings above yours.
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[b]Does your name begin with: V[/b]
You are individualistic & you need freedom, space & excitement. You wait till you know someone well before committing yourself. Knowing someone means psyching her/him out. You feel a need to get into his/her head to see what makes him tick. You are attracted to eccentric types. You believe that age is no barrier. You are good at responding to danger, fear & suspense.
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[b]Does your name begin with: W[/b]
You are very proud, determined & refuses to take no for an answer when it come to love. Your ego is at stake all the time. You are romantic, idealistic, often in love with love itself, not seeing your partner for who she or he really is. You feel deeply about love & tends to throw all of your self into a relationship. Nothing is too good for your lover. You like playing love games.
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[b]Does your name begin with: X[/b]
You need constant stimulation because you get bored quickly. You can handle more than 1 relationship at a time with ease. You can't shut off your mind. You can do 2 things at once. You are very talented.
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[b]Does your name begin with: Y[/b]
You are sensual & very independent. If you can't have it your way, you will forget the whole thing. You want to control your relationships which doesn't work out too well. You respond to physical stimulation. However if you can make money you will give up the pleasures of the flesh for the moment. You have a need to prove yourself the best. You want feedback on your performance. You are open, stimulating & romantic.
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[b]Does your name begin with: Z[/b]
You are very romantic but show feels that to love means to suffer. You wind up serving your mate & attracting people who have unusual trouble. You see yourself as a lover's saviour.
 
@~*A love test*~@
04.27.04 (2:20 am)   [edit]
Try this quiz: http://www.naucon.net/misc/te...
:wink:

My result:
1. You are attracted to those who have split personality, like cold as ice on the outside, but hot as fire in the heart.

2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you feel irresistable is moods-swing, blow hot and cold in love, vacillate.

3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is loyal, faithful, never change.

4. What you hate most in your partner is that the person is ruthless, cold-blooded, and/or ironic.

5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your partner is one that you care not only about the present but also the future with your partner, a long-lasting relationship that you can grow with.

6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything wrong after marriage.

7. You think of marriage as a precious thing. Once you get married, you'll treasure it and your partner very much.

8. At this moment, you think of love as a committment for both parties.
 
Top Ten in... everythings... lolx~
04.27.04 (2:11 am)   [edit]
@~*Top Ten*~@

*Body Parts*
1. To make my tummy harden up. (Now so flappy, baoxin love to pinch my stomach the most, haha~)
2. To have double eyes lid. (Eyes that looks watery, Shui wang wang, kekeke~)
3. To have long hair. (I dun wanna cut anymore... lolx~)
4. Grow taller, 1.65m (Now only 1.61m, I grow shorter coz' slim down le.. urgh~~~)
5. Train my flappy arms.
6. Cure my arms' small scars... (Looks so... make my dare not to wear sleeveless on the day... baka ne)
7. Pierce my right ear.
8. Make my nose smaller. (But big nose meaning fortune leh...)
9. Joining my teeths together. (You can see that my front teeth not joining together one...)
10. Highlight my hair... (Dark Purple!!!)

*In Singapore, I wanna go which places the most?*
1. Siloso Beach
2. East Coast Park
3. Pasir Ris Resort
4. Centro (I wanna go there ever since I am not yet 18!!!)
5. Embargo
Eh, Singapore not much places I wish to go lah... =x

*I wish to visit which countries?*
1. Japan!!! (Ever since I was young...)
2. Australia
3. Korea (I wanna go winter one... I went to spring before)
4. UK
5. USA
6. Thailand (I wanna try massage and spicy foods!)
7. Taiwan (Yeah, foods... yummy~)
8. HongKong (Shop shop shop...)
9. Beijing, Shanghai, Jiu Zai Gou (got nice river leh...)
10. Malaysia, those places that have nice beach such as Redang...

*Things I wish to buy*
1. Roller blade
2. Small and light digital camera
3. "Honey" Soundtrack Cd
4. Small and nice and unique and cosy watch
5. Attractive Bikilis
6. Good quality Oven for baking use
7. Levi tight fit jean
8. Nike sport bra
9. Fit and short T-shirt kinda of
10. Clothes... (Yeah, regardless formal or clubbing use) I used to have a lot but all loose le... Urgh~~~ Waste $$$

*Thing I wish for or from someone special*
1. A lilies bouquet with small little stars...
2. A special boyfriend, Mr. nice guy...
3. More friends to hang out with me... (though I have a lot le...) :P
4. To become a air stewardness (Spell correctly?)
5. To be able to speak fluquent english...
6. To know more ang moh friends... haha~
7. To club and have fun before my school start...
8. To graduate sooner or later...
9. To be able to hold a part-time job during my school days...
10. Continue to be a cheerful girl... lolx...

I seems like nothing to do uh... Lolx... Okie guys, I gonna go to study again... ShOo~ Good luck to you guys too... Heehee~
 
Kaoz...
04.26.04 (5:58 am)   [edit]
That fellow msg me again... it sms through internet msg... from unknown... no need to guess or say, it was confirm from him one. It wrote "Good luck for your exam..." I didnt really angry with that... but hor, when I online, I saw someone wanna to add me in his/her msn. It was "mochacha84@hotmail.com". It was my previous account!!! Coz' that time he used "mochacha82@hotmail.com". So I, you guys know me, very naughty one... wahaha... so I used "mochacha84@hotmail.com". Ever since I broke with him, I never use that account anymore. Neither I bother that account anyway. But I didn't expect to see this account wanted to add me... It means... HE KNOW MY PASSWORD!!! Gosh... I gonna change all my stuffs' password liao... *DANGER*

Urgh... bloody man... he's such a weird guy... These few days never heard from him and his sms... I was so relieved but kinda of scare... Now, he so... baka ne... nothing to do is it!!! Bloody~ That time when I wanna broke with him, my msn keep on not working... keep on signed out one... even I am at home leh... then I felt something is fishy so I went to change my password. And then? Everything went back to normal... Today?!? The more I confirm everything went wrong is actually done by him... What a bloody man he is! Such a childish guy also got... Why? Why? Why? Can't god just let me meet a good guy in this world? Is it every Mr. nice guy being eaten by all the girls? Sigh... I'm getting more and more inferior about myself... Am I not good, not pretty enough to hook the guys up? I mean Mr. nice guy...

Gonna stop now... getting so fustrated sia... Urgh... I go study my CSP better... Java, servlet, RMI, JBDC, Connection, tibits... Whoops?? Lolx... Yeah, getting fatter now... Wahaha~ :wink:
 
Sianz...
04.25.04 (9:03 am)   [edit]
I didnt expect the test actually made my blog so long... lolx... So sianz now... study, eat, slack... I only study a lot at night only... Phew... morning and afternoon keep eating... Guess I gonna grow fat soon... Urgh, I hate exams man... I think I probably don't wish to get to University then... Hmm... see first... Lolx...

Though that Jinnah they all gonna have long conference call tonight but ended up a short while only... I called Jinnah after that but ended up I have to wait for quite long coz' he got something on to do and left with me alone in the phone... Though that Melvin will call but never... I wait till I very sleepy so I hanged up. Still, no one called me to conference again... Phew... What they want leh?

We gonna have BBQ on the 8th of May for our class. The organisers still as usual, Melvin, Jinnah, Shuting, Yankai and me. Phew... Always the same leh... Hopefully next time watever gathering don't have to involve me. But don't think so lor... Sigh... Next time we gonna have chalet so this time BBQ Melvin said don't need to use class funds. I don't mind... so think what he mean we, the organisers gonna fork out our own money. We gonna invite Miss Chia and Mr Vic. I gonna organise some fun games. Wahaha... I prepare deserts... Heehee... The foods of coz' prepared by Jinnah. Melvin arh, I think he gonna buy other foods from some muslim stall ba... Yankai leh? Eh... think he will be in charge of helping out. Lolx...

Gonna stop now... just wanna add 5 points for my blog so that I can able to purchase more things to add into my blog. Wahaha... Ganbatte wor... :D
 
Test for u guys... (^_^)v I am belong to EIFS~
04.24.04 (2:01 am)   [edit]
Answer the following 4 questions, and for each question, write down the letter (you'll need a pen and paper) that describes you best.

You'll then end up with a 4-letter description (like IITS or ESFU or ISTS or EITS etc, etc).
You then scroll down and find the description of your personality type from the 16 below.

There, you'll find analysis of your:
- GENERAL LIFE: the main features of your personality type.
- LOVE LIFE: the types that make your ideal life partner.
- WORK LIFE: some careers that suit your personality.

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QUESTION 1: The 1st of your 4 letters
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Which statement - (a) or (b) - **BEST** describes you?
(a) Sociable, outgoing, animated, expressive, acts before thinks.
If this describes you better than (b), then write down the letter "E".
(b) Private, reserved, thoughtful, thinks before acts.
If this describes you better than (a), then write down the letter "I".

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QUESTION 2: The 2nd of your 4 letters
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Which statement - (a) or (b) - **BEST** describes you?
(a) Down-to-earth, eye for detail, practical, values security,systematic.
If this describes you better than (b), then write down the letter "S".
(b) Full of ideas, imaginative, trusts intuition, values freedom, idealistic.
If this describes you better than (a), then write down the letter "I".

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QUESTION 3: The 3rd of your 4 letters
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Which statement - (a) or (b) - **BEST** describes you?
(a) Rational, cool, thinking, questioning, independent, seeks truth.
If this describes you better than (b), then write down the letter "T".
(b) Warm, supportive, trusting, feeling, values harmony, likes to be appreciated.
If this describes you better than (a), then write down the letter "F".

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QUESTION 4: The 4th of your 4 letters
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Which statement - (a) or (b) - **BEST** describes you?
(a) Organized, disciplined, goal-oriented, good decision-maker,planned approach.
If this describes you better than(b), then write down the letter "S".
(b) Easy-going, flexible, spontaneous, keeps options open,delays decisions.
If this describes you better than(a), then write down the letter "U".

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NOW FIND YOUR 4-LETTER COMBINATION BELOW TO LEARN ABOUT YOUR PERSONALITY TYPE!
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EITU
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GENERAL LIFE:
EITUs approach life with enthusiasm and confidence. They are imaginative people whose love of adventure otivates them to explore new experiences and challenges. They can be both creative and logical. EITUs dislike rules and regulations, and prefer an flexible approach. An EITU's life is often a succession of projects, some of which are not seen through to completion. They are likely to pursue hobbies that are exciting and involve an element of risk.

LOVE LIFE:
Even though two people from any type can enjoy a healthy relationship,EITU's ideal partner is the IIFS, or the IITS.

WORK LIFE:
Typical EITU Career Paths - Lawyer, Psychologist, Entrepreneur, Strategic Planner, Photographer, Engineer, Scientist, Actor, Sales Representatives, Marketer, Computer Programmer, Journalist, Project
Manager,Art/creative director, Logistics consultant, Radio/TV talk show host.

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EITS
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GENERAL LIFE:
EITSs approach life with energy and confidence. They are high achievers whose work and career share top priority in their life with their close relationships. In work they value efficiency and effectiveness,and are highly results orientated. EITSs are assertive, outgoing and decisive. They can be both logical and creative. They are excited by ideas and have the discipline to bring them into reality. EITSs thrive on rising to challenges and are stimulated by finding effective solutions to complex problems.

LOVE LIFE:
Even though two people from any type can enjoy a healthy relationship, EITS's ideal partner is the IITU, or the ISTU.

WORK LIFE:
Typical EITS Career Paths: Corporate Executive Officer, Entrepreneur, Computer Consultant, Lawyer, Judge, Business Administrators and Managers, University Professors/Teacher, Administrator, Sales manager,Logistics Consultant, Human Resources onsultant, Management Training/Consultancy,Engi neer, Educational Consultant, Financial Planner.

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ESTS
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GENERAL LIFE:
ESTSs approach life with energy and confidence. They are active,ambitious and practical, and tend to be analytical, logical and decisive,and mistrust theory, ideas and philosophies. ESTSs are good at organizing themselves and other people, and often rise to
positions of leadership and authority. ESTSs believe in tradition and the importance of proven systems and structures. They often involve themselves in their local community through organizing events and keeping in touch with what is happening around them. People, behaviour or attitudes that do not conform to their very clear standards are often to be viewed with suspicion.

LOVE LIFE:
Even though two people from any type can enjoy a healthy relationship, ESTS's ideal partner is the ISTU, or the IITU.

WORK LIFE:
Typical ESTS Career Paths: Military leaders, Business administrator/manager, Police/detective work, Computer analyst, Judge, Financial officer, Teacher, Sales representative, Pharmaceutical sales, Auditor, Technical trainer, Project manager, Factory supervisor,Credit analyst, Engineer, Regulatory compliance officer, Budget analyst, Data base manager, Dentist.

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ESFS
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GENERAL LIFE:
ESFSs approach life with energy and enthusiasm. They are outgoing, friendly and down-to-earth. Material security and a happy family life are top priorities. ESFSs tend to be generous with their feelings and their possessions. They are socially skilled, and are good
hosts and hostesses. They enjoy being with people and have many social and family connections. They seek harmony with others and find conflict difficult to handle. ESFSs tend to support and observe traditions and customs, especially those that bring people together such as festivities, celebrations and commemorations, and they are often actively involved in the local community.

LOVE LIFE:
Even though two people from any type can enjoy a healthy relationship, ESFS's ideal partner is the ISFU, or the IIFU.

WORK LIFE:
Typical ESFS Career Paths: Nurse, Teaching, Child Care, Administrator, Flight attendant, Family Practice Physician, Clergy or other religious work, Telemarketer, Social worker, Counselor, Special education teacher, Merchandise planner, Credit counselor, Office Managers, Counselors /Social Work, Bookkeeping / Accounting, Administrative Assistants, Caterer, Bookkeeper, Medical/dental assistant, Exercise physiologist.

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EIFS
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GENERAL LIFE:
EIFSs have a positive and enthusiastic approach to life. They combine personal warmth with insight and creativity, and like to explore New ideas, possibilities and experiences that are consistent with their values. EIFSs have strong values and great faith in their beliefs, and they are not afraid to express them. They are capable and organized, have clear long term goals. EIFSs value honesty, openness and trust in their relationships. They tend to be very expressive people with a gift for communication. EIFSs need to feel appreciated and are good at expressing their appreciation of others. For this reason they are persuasive and influential without being overbearing, and people naturally tend to look to them as spokespeople.

LOVE LIFE:
Even though two people from any type can enjoy a healthy relationship, EIFS's ideal partner is the IIFU, or the ISFU.

WORK LIFE:
Typical EIFS Career Paths: Entertainer, Artist, Newscaster, Writer/journalist, Librarian, Facilitator, Psychologist/Counselor, Child welfare worker/Social worker, Interpreter/translator, Small business owner, Teacher/Trainer, Clergy, Sales Representative, Human Resources.

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ESFU
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GENERAL LIFE:
ESFUs approach life with energy and enthusiasm. They are outgoing, warm-hearted people for whom material comfort and enjoyment are a high priority. They tend to be generous with their feelings and their possessions. ESFUs live very full lives. They
have a great sense of humour and can make others laugh. They seek harmony with
others and avoid conflict if they can. ESFUs seek variety in life and enjoy new experiences, learning as they go. They seldom plan ahead, preferring a flexible spontaneous approach.

LOVE LIFE:
Even though two people from any type can enjoy a healthy relationship, ESFU's ideal partner is the ISTS, or the ISFS.

WORK LIFE:
Typical ESFU Career Paths: Artist/Actor, Sales Representative, Counselors/Social Work, Child Care, Designer, Interior Decorator,Photographer, Veterinarian, Child Care
Provider, Athletic Coach,Musician,Teacher, Medical Practitioner, Public Relations
Specialist.

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EIFU
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GENERAL LIFE:
EIFUs approach life with enthusiasm and energy. Highly creative and adventurous, they excel at initiating projects and getting them off the ground. However they may not be quite as good at bringing every project through to completion. EIFUs value warm,
Friendly relationships,and can mistake a more matter-of-fact approach as rudeness or hostility. They value communication and personal growth and their close friendships are characterized by openness and honesty. EIFUs are creative problem solvers with the ability to improvise and see possibilities in all situations.

LOVE LIFE:
Even though two people from any type can enjoy a healthy relationship, EIFU's ideal partner is the IITS, or the IIFS.

WORK LIFE:
Typical EIFU Career Paths: Consultant, Marketer, Psychologist/Counselor, Entrepreneur, Actor, Teacher, Counselor, Politician/Diplomat, Writer/Journalist, Television Reporter, Human development/Human Resources, Clergy/Religious Worker, Engineer, Art director,
Musician/composer.

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ESTU
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GENERAL LIFE:
ESTUs have a fun-loving, outgoing approach to life. They love good food, fine, wine and entertainment, and a great variety of experience. ESTUs are very practical and are excellent problem solvers. They prefer to be flexible and adaptable rather than dogmatic,
And have a confident,easygoing and friendly manner that usually makes them popular.
ESTUs value what their experience has proven to be true. Pragmatism is their great strength, and they are capable of making difficult decisions and sticking to them.

LOVE LIFE:
Even though two people from any type can enjoy a healthy relationship, ESTU's ideal partner is the ISFS, or the ISTS.

WORK LIFE:
Typical ESTU Career Paths: Sales Representatives, Marketing Personnel, police/Detective Work, Paramedic/Emergency Medical Technician,PC Technician or Network Cabler, Computer Technical Support,Entrepreneur,Chef , Land Developer, Physical Therapist, Stock broker, News reporter, Fire fighter, Pilot, Insurance Agent,
Management Consultant,Engineer,Fligh t attendant.

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ISTU
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GENERAL LIFE:
ISTUs have a practical and objective attitude to life. They are quiet,down to earth individuals and prefer action to words. Also they have little time for ideas, theories and philosophies. ISTUs are thoughtful,analytical and very observant of what is going on around them. They also have a very good eye for details and are good at spotting flaws in plans,thereby avoiding problems in the future. ISTUs value knowledge and expertise, and enjoy mastering practical skills and the subjects that interest them. They seek variety and change in their lives and dislike predictability and regimentation.

LOVE LIFE:
Even though two people from any type can enjoy a healthy relationship, the ISTU's ideal partner is the ESTS, or the EITS.

WORK LIFE:
Typical ISTU Career Paths: Police and detective work, Private investigator, Forensic pathologist, Computer Programmer, Engineer,Pilot/driver, Surveyor, Fire fighter,
Medical technician,Securities analyst, Electrical engineer, Legal secretary, Coach/trainer,Commercial artist, Marine biologist, Software developer.

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ISFU
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GENERAL LIFE:
ISFUs have a practical and caring approach to life. They are easygoing and possess an inner sensitivity and depth. Their approach is a combination of pragmatism, caring and understanding. ISFUs have strong values and are most content when doing things that make a practical improvement to the lives of others and themselves. ISFUs tend to be independent,and do things their way rather than follow standard procedures. They are skilled at coming up with creative solutions to problems. Privacy is important to ISFUs, and they need to set aside regular periods of quiet time to recharge their batteries.

LOVE LIFE:
Even though two people from any type can enjoy a healthy relationship, the ISFU's ideal partner is the ESFS, or the EIFS.

WORK LIFE:
Typical ISFU Career Paths: Artist, Musician/Composer, Designer, Child Care, Social Worker/Counselor, Teacher, Psychologist, Social Worker, Veterinarian, Forest Ranger, Pediatrician, Clerical Supervisor, Dental Assistant, Physical Therapist, Surveyor, Chef, Marine Biologist,Forester, Geologist, Landscaper Designer, Teacher.

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IIFU
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GENERAL LIFE:
IIFUs have an imaginative and idealistic approach to life. They are often involved fighting for causes that they belive in passionately.They are caring and compassionate, with great insight into both themselves and others. Privacy is important to them, and they need to have periods of quiet reflection in order to 'recharge their batteries'. IIFUs tend to be very creative and have a flair for work that involves imagination. However their reserved nature causes them to want to avoid the limelight. Often their calm and reserved exterior hides their sensitivity and inner passions - still waters run deep.

LOVE LIFE:
Even though two people from any type can enjoy a healthy relationship, IIFU's ideal partner is the EIFS, or the ESFS.

WORK LIFE:
Typical IIFU Career Paths: Teacher/professor, Researcher, Legal mediator, Counselor/social worker, Holistic health practitioner,Occupational therapist, Human resources specialist, Psychologist, Writer: poet/novelist, Journalist, Musician, Editor/art director,Clergy/religious worker.

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IITU
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GENERAL LIFE:
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IITUs have an imaginative and thoughtful approach to life. To them, life is a quest for understanding. They tend to be autonomous and pride themselves on their independence. IITUs can be shy and reserved,since to some extent they live in their own world, and external reality is for them less important than what is going on in their own minds. Privacy is important to them, and they need to have periods of quiet reflection in order to recharge their batteries.

LOVE LIFE:
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Even though two people from any type can enjoy a healthy relationship, the IITU's ideal partner is the EITS, or the ESTS.

WORK LIFE:
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Typical IITU Career Paths - Strategic planning, Writer, Lawyer,Architect, Software designer, College professor, Photographer, Psychologist,Research/dev elopment, Computer programmer, Investigator,Scientist, Mathematician, University Professors, Computer Programmers,Engineer, Forensic Research, Forestry and Park Rangers.

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ISTS
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GENERAL LIFE:
ISTSs have a practical and thoughtful approach to life. They are traditional in outlook and their lives are structured and orderly, and they value stability and security. ISTSs are very good organizers are able to create order our of chaos. They are well informed and rarely speak without being sure of their facts. They hold clear and steadfast opinions as a result of applying logical criteria to both their knowledge and their experience. ISTSs value tradition and proven methods rather than take risks and explore new possibilities. They are often cool, calm and collected, and will only find time for relaxation and recreation once they have achieved their targets for the day.

LOVE LIFE:
Even though two people from any type can enjoy a healthyrelationship, the ISTS's ideal partner is the ESFU, or the ESTP.

WORK LIFE:
Typical ISTS Career Paths: Business executive, Accountant, Police/detectives, Judge, Lawyer, Medical doctor/dentist, Computer programmer, Military leader, Efficiency expert, Engineer,Geologist, Organization development, Electrician, Pharmacist, Stock broker,Legal secretary, Technical writer.

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ISFS
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GENERAL LIFE:
ISFSs have a practical, conservative approach to life. They are quiet, caring people, with a great inner strengt. ISFSs tend to be responsible, pragmatic and down to earth, and have
little time for ideas,theories and philosophies. ISFSs are traditional in outlook and place high importance on home and family life. They are very protective of those that are close to them and of their values. ISFSs are warm, friendly and unassuming, and in their dealings with other people they are thoughtful and considerate. ISFSs often other people?s needs before their own, sometimes to their detriment.

LOVE LIFE:
Even though two people from any type can enjoy a healthy relationship, the ISFS's ideal partner is the ESTP, or the ESFU.

WORK LIFE:
Typical ISFS Career Paths: Interior decorator, Designer, Library worker, Nurse, Administration worker, Child care/early childhood development,Social work/counselor, Paralegals, Clergy/religious Worker,Shopkeeper,Bookkee per, Home economics, Dental hygienist, Computer operator,School teacher, Physical therapist.

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IIFS
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GENERAL LIFE:
IIFSs have an imaginative and idealistic approach to life. They are caring and compassionate, with great insight into both themselves and others. They have a gift for understanding people's feelings and motivations. Privacy is important to IIFSs, and they need to have their own space inorder to 'recharge their batteries'. Although IIFSs
are warm,friendly andeasily approachable, they need time to get to know other people before being able to share their often complex thoughts, feelings and insights. IIFSs are happiest when doing activities that are consistent with their strong values and beliefs.

LOVE LIFE:
Even though two people from any type can enjoy a healthy relationship, IIFS's ideal partner is the EITU, or the EIFU.

WORK LIFE:
Typical IIFS Career Paths: Writer, Art Director, Marketer,Architect, Interpreter/translator, Clergy/Religious Work, Teacher, Medical Doctor/Dentist, Alternative Health Care
Practitioner,Counselor/Ps ychologist/Social Worker, Musician/Artist, Librarian, Photographer, Early Childhood Development.

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IITS
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GENERAL LIFE:
IITSs have an imaginative and thoughtful approach to life. They enjoy creating new systems implementing their original ideas. They are fascinated by possibilities, new ideas and new ways of improving both themselves and the world around them. IITSs are independent, autonomous individuals who have strong, analytical minds and a clear awareness of their goals. Achievement is extremely important to them, and they drive themselves tirelessly in the pursuit of their objectives. IITSs are calm, assured and reserved. They can communicate effectively but may have difficulty with small talk. IITSs excel at organizing both themselves and other people, and can be relied on to honor their commitments

LOVE LIFE:
Even though two people from any type can enjoy a healthy relationship, the IITS's ideal partner is the EIFU, or the EITU.

WORK LIFE:
Typical IITS Career Paths: Scientist, Entrepreneur, Marketer,Engineer, Professor/Teacher, Doctors/Dentists, Management Consultant,Economist, Military Leaders,l awyer/Attorney/Judge, Computer Programmer,Administrator, Psychologist, Strategic Planner, Civil Engineer, Editor/art director, Inventor, Financial planner.
 
I got 19/30 for my Reading test...
04.22.04 (11:04 pm)   [edit]
Sigh, don't think I can get an A for my Japanese this time... I hate MCQ man... urgh... sad...

Eating maggie now... o i shi i de su... Lolx... Gonna go study my PM now... ShOo~
 
Exams coming soon...
04.22.04 (6:02 am)   [edit]
Yesterday I received his msg to ask whether who am I and am I still using this number or not. It's wrote from weijun. Woops?? Think he thought that my sister is using this number and he was trying to be kind to ask and thought that my sister is on his side. Bloody, he think what... My family are on my side of coz' man... Today I never receive his msg. Praying hard hope that I don't receive his msg forever!!! :lol:

I went to SA lecture today and saw Vic actually cut his hair till botak... Wahaha~ so weird man... seriously, he was so different the way he act in school and during clubbing. Well, he seems kinda of 'heck care' in school. Well, kinda of sad but at least, I found myself actually only crush on him. But no longer now... Haha, I can finally concentrate my exams now. :wink: I cannot wait for the exams over day to come coz' I promised to go clubbing with baoxin. This time, I don't wish to call Vic, he's such a freak man... I gonna call some clubbing friends out. Wahaha... Too bad Ailing and Dap don't go this kind of places... Hmm... These few days we really very gum liao... Keke... Is it possible to form a group called the 'shopping queens'? Haha... I siao liao...

After SA lecture, Baoxin wanna me to accompany her to West Mall but I don't want coz' too tired le... Lolx... sorry lah baoxin... :? When I reached home, I ate a lot of stuffs. In the end gastric not feeling well and vomit... Yucks... Lolx... after that I went to take a nap... My mum cooked today!!! It was quite surprising that she will cook coz' ever since we moved house, she don't like to cook already coz' she scared of oily. Whenever I said I wanna cook she also don't allow. But luckily she allowed me to bake coz' it won't make the floor oily. I love her cooking today... so healthy. I ate a lot of vegetables... Wahaha... *yawn* Feeling so sleepy now...

I gonna to study PM later on... Sigh... this coming saturday got PM last paper. Then later on CSP and so on... *Sianz* I think I, same as baoxin, won't blog for these few days... Or perhaps I just blog a little to earn points? Lolx... Just now my net didi msg me to ask whether I'm going to school tml or not coz' he will be in my school's stadium for sport day. Sadly that I will be staying at home to study coz' tml won't be having any lesson. He is very cute one but I never meet him before... Lolx... think I gonna arrange one day to meet him to go shop shop with me. Haha...

Yesterday my buddy, Jacob said that my other buddy, Celine very disappointed that what I have said on that day... I said once that I like my poly friends now and enjoying my life. I said that we girls don't really seems to care this friendship anymore coz' got boyfriends... Well... she abit du lan me liao... That time I said that coz' I was kinda of stressed up mah... Celine did care this friendship actually though she also care for her bf... The one who actually don't care about us I guess is Fionna... Pui... she said she is very busy... yeah... good for her then. I also very busy... Seriously I don't give a damn in everything now.. I call you, if you cannot come out or got what excuses, forget it. I don't wish to gossip too much or what now... Getting so sick le... I know I have changed a lot... from a slacking girl to a hardworking girl... I also found that myself talking without going through my big brain. Sigh... watever... Exams are impt. to me right now...

Celine, I'm sorry that I have hurt you on that day... I take back my words... I really care for this friendship but sometimes this friendship seems cold... I hope we can go out someday after our exams... you wrote that you don't have something to talk to me in your blog but I think otherwise. Coz' whenever we go out, I always got lot of things to talk to you... Till now, I still got lot of things to update to you... Yar, AFTER EXAMS!!! Heehee... miss ya always...

I got 29/30 for my Jap. writing test... Wahaha... but still dunno my result for my reading test... Hmm... Speaking test I got 22/30... Sianz... Hopefully can get an A or A+ for it... Heehee... I put in a lot of effort on the writing test though I get the format from Shuting's buddy. Her's quite short so I decided to do on my own way. But luckily I got so high mark... So happy wor... but abit worried for my reading test... Dap got 28/30 for her reading test leh... Lolx... happy for her but worry for myself... kekeke... Wish me lucks anyway... I saw that my bidding for AVFE (Audio video bla bla) was unsucessful. I ended up go to PI (Professional Issues). Phew... But Mr. Pham said that I have three programmings already so if I chose AVFE, I will go to commit suicide one... Lolx... So he suggested me continue to take PI or perhaps can change to other like QLA and etc... some electives that do not need to do more projects one... Hm... guess I gonna go according to my bidding result ba...

Gonna stop now... Phew... I go pom pom liao... I didn't expect to write so long also... haha... Vic... pui~ Guys are nothing to me now... But I am still straight... Lolx... Though guys are sucks but there's no way to stop me from hunting for another guy. Wahaha... Ganbatte... :lol:
 
I really don't understand...
04.21.04 (1:54 am)   [edit]
Just cannot understand why he is such a childish man... Yesterday I warned him not to disturb my friends as well as not to call this handphone number anymore as I'm not using it already. Then he asked me who using it and I said some one else. "Who is it?", he asked. I said it's none of his business.

He said he don't understand what am I talking about regarding disturbing my friends. He asked whether I trust him or not. I told him no, no more... Not the matter of trust... I am already tired of going on this way and there's a lot of coincidence stuffs already. I told him to give up and so on.... He said he cannot understand why I am so stubborn. I said no reason... "you more stubborn than me and you are damn selfish." He said don't know who is the one who selfish. I put it in simple way to let you all see...
Weijun: Is that all you wanna say?
Esther: Yes, I just wanna say two things. Please do not disturb my friends anymore and do not call/sms that handphone number again. Bye for now.

And I just block him again and delete him off from my contact list then. He was able to chat with me coz' I unblock him. Well... after that, he msg me again...
"I don't care who u r, just tell her to remember what she said." Is he trying to threaten me? Gosh... I was kinda of distracted coz' I don't know what he is going to do next... Sigh... After some times, I received two internet sms.
1st sms: "Whoru whoru whoru whoru whoru........??"
2nd sms: "yayayayayayayayayayayaya yaya........."
kaoz... getting really damn fed up man...

Today, this early afternoon, while I am going to meet my mum and second sister for lunch at causeway point, I received three internet sms.
1st: Who r u?
2nd: R u Esther?
3rd: You still using this number?
All these messages are by the name of Janice. Janice is a secondary school friend of mine whom just added me in her friendster list. I think probably Weijun saw her and purposely then. I did not reply to this msg of coz'. I felt that he is really damn asshole man... Help... who can help me...

Urgh... I want to change my number... But not a right time to change my handphone number now... :cry: I suddenly wish to have a boyfriend to protect me... I am really scare now... I did tell my mum and sisters but they thought I am still all right... I need protection... I mean, a guy to protect me... I think I gonna break down soon... Sigh... why I have this fate to meet this guy... He seems to have two characters at one time... I really scare... think I gonna run away right after my exams... Luckily I got chalet and BBQ... Sigh... sigh.... HeLp...

All I wish now is a peace from him... I really getting tired... :cry: I enjoying my life now but why he want to make troubles again and again...??? Why I wanna accept him that time? I need advice... I need protection... I need love... I need... a lot of things... BUT definitely not him~ I am scare...scared... Haiz...

Yesterday, I went to Popular to buy a CD which is hip-hop one for Baoxin. It was her very belated birthday. Lolx... I actually wanna treat her but ended up I always not free. So I decided to buy her fav. CD. I did ask her to choose and she chose CD instead of treat. I brought a recipe book cost about $12.90. It was aboout "Cookies" recipe book. My house already got lots of recipe books already lor... Haha... I just like to buy the recipe books and take a look when boring. I will bake/cook when I feel like to do so. I will bake it again right after exams for sure. Heehee...

Today, I went to Popular again with my second sister and mum. I brought another three more recipe books again. "DIY Home cake", "Making your own sushi" and "Baking Made Easy". I always want to learn to make sushi but I do not have the equipment. Well, since I do not have lover now, I guess I gonna ask my fellow poly friends to be my guinea pig... Wahaha... Thought that I brought those books might make me feel better but seems invalid. Sigh... waste of money though... but I love to look at them and will think of making what or what next time... setting a goal uh? Lolx...

I just wish the exams will get over soon so that I can cope myself during my attachment and prevent myself from thinking so much. Sigh... protection... pui... I got to be an independent woman. Capricorn woman are strong and hardworking... ;) *Hugging my doggie now* Jia you wor...
 
Feeling stress and distracted...
04.20.04 (3:56 am)   [edit]
I saw a miss call from my ex-boyfriend. Later on I saw a voice mail in my hp. So I went to hear it. It was from him. He was playing a song to let me listen... Sigh, why he just couldn't give up this relationship? I am really damn tired... Yesterday I received a msg from him which actually wrote: "Hey hui, you wanna come over my room to get the stuffs? You can join me for a dinner as well." Eh, I can't remember much as I just delete it off after I saw the message and smile for a while. Well, He just been too childish man... Perhaps human will make mistakes but just feeling that, why he wanna make me jealous. I can't stand him seriously but I laughed at his message coz' if that is true, i really happy for him... Lolx...

He not only disturb me, he went to disturb my frens too! What a bloody asshole man... He even fake my friend's name and wanna to know more stuffs about me such as my new blog is what link... I just simply cannot understand why an university guy who already finished his NS yet still so childish and irritating... Sigh... Can't he just awake? I already changed my blog just to escape from him but he went to perstering my friends instead. I think sooner or later, I will also change my handphone number... But now it is not a good timing to change my handphone number coz' of the attachment stuffs. Sigh... Urgh~~~

As usual, my mind full of craps now... I cannot able to stop thinking some other stuffs. Nah, not my ex-boyfriend's stuffs... I don't wish to bother this guy also. Ailing said that I dumped this guy is a right choice. I think so too... But it's my fault actually. I hurt him too deeply and that is why he become like this? I really cannot imagine that... He is no longer the guy I used to know. I do not wish to know too... I enjoying my life now. I just hope that the exams will be over as soon as possible. I got a lot of things to do. But can I success? Sigh...

Think I gonna join hip hop dance or modern dance to gain back my confidence. In the past, I can dance and perform well in my dance troupe. The only bad thing was I am kinda of fat in the dance troupe and that was why my coach keep on focus on others rather than me. But now, I am slimmer... in fact I have lost 20kg over already... should I join the dance troupe? But... my bone is no longer flexible as before... Lolx... Perhaps I will join some dance troupe that are not require flexible bone... Lolx...

Sigh... Selina from S.H.E said before, a girl who used a fatty but slim down, is the most beautiful girl. But I think otherwise. I, still the same as usual. No suitors at all. I always hope to receive a bouquet of lilies plus 'full of stars'(in chinese) wrapping a baby blue or pink plus white wrapping paper. But ended up I always have roses. -_-''' Though I am lucky already but I just like lilies and 'full of stars'. Pink roses are nice but I just like LILIES lah... lolx... me crazy already...

IF that fellow disturb my friends again, the extinct volcano gonna erupt for sure. I always don't like to have any conflict with anyone and preferring peace in my life though I like to party. But I really don't wish to see my friends been disturbed with no reason and somemore the problems start from me first... Whatever... one more time... and I will !@#$%$#@ for sure... But hey, after my exams can? Lolx~ Studies are more important now... =)
 
Boring...
04.19.04 (2:14 am)   [edit]
Urgh... I feel so boring today... Melvin they all asked me out for a movie but I told them I got family matters to handle... Actually... I do not wish to go out... Sigh, I wish to go out but kinda of lazy also... I don't wish to hear my mum nagging at me either...

These few days my mind have been distracted by lot of things... Sigh... Anyway, just wish to concentrate my studies now... I shouldn't let my mind wandering around... I just went to my ex-bf blog. I'm glad that he had get over me and he actually seems like going to like someone. I did not feel jealous at all and instead, I'm happy for him. It is because I know I have hurt him deeply. I shouldn't do so much things for him and make him touched and yet in the end i walked away...

I can't wait for the 'exams over' to come... I miss clubbing... my buddies all very bad, still can go clubbing and study at the same time... I gonna be busy after exams are over. Chalet...clubbing...shopping for formal clothes for my attachment and so on... Phew~

I wish to fall in love again... but when is my fate to come? Lolx... Nah, I should not think of love. I should play hard right now... Wahaha~ :wink:

Just now have a phone chat with Yanting... I feeling much better right now... Thanks Yanting... :) Now I think I got to add her to my list of buddies liao... Lolx... Though she like to bully me at times, I do not mind also... Keke... I help her, she help me... =) Yawnz... Hopefully I can still maintain my weight during exams time. I always like to eat during exams time to relieve stress...

Hmm... I also hope I can score well for my exams... Sigh... Gonna stress myself right now... Ganbatte! After exams, I gonna go shopping with Yanting, Baoxin and Daphe... Heehee~ Money money fly.... =X
 
Family matters really bother me a lot...
04.18.04 (4:34 am)   [edit]
Woke up by my elder sister's shouting from my nap this afternoon. Well, she wasn't scold me actually... She scold my second sister whom was taking a nap also. I can't say really much coz' this is my family matters. But I just cannot understand why she seems like younger than me and don't have the brain to think more mature.

She seems like always have something happened to her once a year. Sigh... I really don't know what to say as I am the youngest at home. But hey, don't think I never do anything. I always be the P.I for my family to spot check her. I always trying to dig her secret out and tell my family. :cry: No choice, I have to pretend to be my second sister's consultant and in the end I become two head snake. You think I like it? Nah, but for my second sister's own good, I have to do that. Well, so far I know, whatever steps she made, always wrong.

Well, I can't wait for her wedding dinner to come as I invited ten of my friends. But somehow I don't know whether I should invite them or not coz' there's a lot of things happen... Well, I guess I don't wanna be her one of the sisters... I got attachment... I already take three days leave for my entrepreneur camp and yet I have to take one day leave for her wedding... Should I or not? I actually don't wish to take leave anymore... Sigh... I hope my mum can excuse me if I cannot able to take leave... cross my finger and pray hard... lolx~

I haven't yet revise for my exam... Gosh... I tot of revising during weekend but in the end I keep on slacking... Gonna work hard especially for my ECAD and SA. I bet with my lecturer that I gonna score A for it but... can I really score an A? Well, even if I really score an A, I won't have any treat from him anyway... so what for? Eh, I cannot say in that way... don't forget, it looks good on my grade uh... Lolx~ As for ECAD, I gonna work harder as my assignment grade really make me feel disappointed as my other team mates got an A+ but I got an A. Though an A is good already but I just feeling sad. If you were me, you might feel the same...

Well, gonna stop now... I go to watch charity show... Erm... studies? Lalalalala~ Don't always think I am very hardworking... When comes to assignments, yes, I will work hard. But when comes to exams, I just try my best. I do slack okie!!! Don't always think I am only focus on my studies... I'm not that bookworms... I do play hard... and pray hard... lolx... ShOo~
 
The Royalty Quiz
04.17.04 (7:21 pm)   [edit]
I woke up at 9plus today though I slept at 1plus yesterday. Well... I seems will get up early easily this time. I wish to sleep longer as my bed are so frangrant :lol: ... But my brain ask me to wake up. Lolx~ I changed to this blog webby coz' my old blog webby got some annoymous people to disturb me. Sigh, even my handphone also have annoymous people messsaging me. If one day I really cannot stand anymore, I guess I gonna change my handphone number then... But not now at the moment, coz' I'm afraid that the attachment company will call me up. I guess I will change number during my attachment period then.

My dream today nothing special. That is why I can't remember what is my dream. Haha... I remember last week I did have a very sweet dream which concern about a guy. Well, I cannot say anything about it coz' I wish the dream will come true. But, I think it is unlikely. Lolx, anyway, no matter it will become true or not, what I concern now is my studies. Ever since after the break up with my ex-boyfriend, I think I gonna be single quite sometimes coz' firstly I do not have suitors right now and lastly, who can I trust in relationship? I guess single is the best, I should study hard and play hard right now. Yeah~ Heehee~

I just did a quiz which stated about your loyalty. It's got differciate the femal quiz or male quiz.
if ur a woman: http://www.usagiandmamoru.com...
if ur a man: http://www.usagiandmamoru.com...

My result is...

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You are a Princess!
Lovely, Innocent, Charming!

As a Princess you recognize there is so much about the world you need to learn. You may sometimes be naive but other times you are wise beyond your years! You are sharp, observant, joyous, and interested in your own personal growth. You have a very caring heart, and are a sweet and beautiful woman.

 
A personality test
04.17.04 (3:49 am)   [edit]
This is my friend introduce to me this webby. u can try this website but be patience of coz'. Lolx~
Website: http://ivillage.advisorteam.c...

Your Personality Type is:
(Sensing, Judging)

As an SJ, you have the following personality characterisics:
• You are dependable
• You are dutiful, cautious, and humble
• You pride yourself on being helpful and hard-working
• You trust authority, join groups, and seek security
• You are focused on acquiring credentials and maintaining traditions
• You tend to use your skills to keep things running smoothly
• You are a loyal mate, responsible parent, and a stabilizing leader


Your Core Type in the Population
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SJs make up as much as 40 to 45 percent of the population.



Well, wasn't know it's true or not but at least I know I am a person who always sort of hardworking coz' I do not wanna to be a loser... Haha... Try this quiz if you free. :)
 
I get myself, my soul back finally...
04.17.04 (3:34 am)   [edit]
It was not that tough for my Japanese writing test... I guess I have enough practice already so during the test, I managed to write all down based on my memory. I still not yet know my result for the last Japanese reading test. Well, most of the other classes knew it already coz’ our teacher has posted on MEL but not for our class… She even not yet teaches how to write our name in Japanese. So we are excused from writing our name in English. Is that considered a loss or gain? Lolx~

After that, I went to Orchard with Szehua and Yanting. We went to shop for clothes. Haha, yeah, perhaps is for the night. But Szehua did not join us. I brought a skirt which I always longed for. It is quite expensive but I don’t really mind it coz’ ever since I have slimed down, I didn’t really buy any clothes. That is why you can see me wear T-shirt and knee length short or even repeated clothes to school. I used to have lot of clothes but I cannot wear most of the clothes already… Yeah, I also used to spend lot of money on clothes. But now I have save lot of money for my future trip. Heehee, I love Japan… But my elder sister wants to go Thailand or Australia instead. Japan trip is very expensive. I guess I have to wait till when I start working instead. My elder sister perhaps wants to try Korea winter also… Ever since last year she have suggested about that though we have went to Korea before but not winter season. Yah, main point is, save $$$! :p

At night, I meet Yanting, Baoxin and Kailin to Chinablack. This was my first time being there. I was wondering whether was Kailin bored or not coz’ this is the first time she’s joining my friends. Hmm… hopefully nope. I wore a sleeve round neck white top, a pink knee length skirt and white boots. My friends are very surprise to see me in that way coz’ this is the first time I club with them except Kailin. I said I always wear those so-called ‘pretty’ clothes to club one and Kailin told that I am like that one. But kinda of regret to wear skirt… Lolx, I cannot able to dance freely. Haha… I want to wear jean actually but my two jeans are sort of loose… so not really nice… So I rather wear skirt instead. Never mind, I will go and buy fit tight jean to there next time. ;) I even asked my lecturer out for clubbing… He was shocked to see me in my wearing style too. Haha, perhaps I always wear ugly and casual style while in school. He did come and one of his friends joined us later on. After that we went to 7-11 to buy drinks and sit somewhere near. We have chatted a lot and his friend was very fun to talk with. Hmm, a guy who is Chinese but looks like Malay a lot. =X I keep on arguing with my lecturer. He doesn’t look like a lecturer anyway. I did dance with him after all. But still, I respect him. He just like one of my brothers. Haha… It was really great fun yesterday. I hope there’s another chance to go out with them again. Forgot to mention, Baoxin can dance really well man... I gonna learn some styles from her... Heehee~

Oh ya, my subject for this blog is part of this thing as well. Last few week, I felt that I really lost myself coz’ I always get angry easily at home and my poor mum have to suffer. Sigh, I know she loves me a lot but just that I already stressed up in lot of things and don’t wish to be harass by other things else… Finally, projects and IS tests are cleared. During those times, I really felt much stressed up as not only my school stuffs, even my ex-relationship really give me stress… I really almost break down… Why he always thinks that because of my illness? Well, I think I am perfectly fine and healthy. I don’t have to say because of my illness I break with him. Urgh… I really enjoy my life now and concentrate my studies. Frankly speaking, I do not have anybody in mind now. Neither have I wanted to fall in love with anybody else. But who can predict in future? Lolx~

Now, I felt that the old ‘Esther’ have come back again. I guess it was due to yesterday clubbing. I like to dance a lot to relieve my stress. I don’t like smoke and neither have I liked to drink too. I just enjoyed dancing. Though my waist kinda of pain sometimes but rest a while will be fine then. ;)

I wish I can go clubbing again during my attachment period. I hope that my mum won’t really object me from going there. The place there not really make me turn bad, it really make me feel relaxing. *Counting…* I guess I went to clubbing less than 10times… Haha… I also miss my clubbing friends especially Bernard. He’s my secondary school friend. But I always get to see him when I go clubbing only. Lolx~ If someone can drive or send me home, I guess my mum will be happier with it. Haha… I really feel bad to let her wait for me. Sigh… Baoxin said that she need to stay at someone’s house if she’s going to club as she do not want her parent to wait for her too. I said you can come to my house. And again, my mum will be happy with that. Haha… my mum just wish to see me can get home safely with someone accompany. Yeah, that’s my cutie mummy… :p

Gonna stop now… Finally, I am myself again… Today even talk happily with my mum. Well, I just love her so much though I always bully her… Haha… and my sisters… and my daddy who always give me money… haha… and my dog…. ;) Have a great weekend guys~